Goodbye Swarthmore, hello world. I'm out of the institution and need work to earn money to pay off loans. :-( I am at a loss on what to really do with my life, although I think I am getting a direction. I also hate the "new" Blogger. It sucks. I hate the new comments, Blogger bar, and dashboard. Google made Blogger suck. I hate you now Google. You truly are evil.
Damn comments! They're not working and I don't know how to fix them. Evil bastards! I have lots of crap of to do. Blah I hate school. I know you guys do too. >:O
So back to paper writing I go. I need to get my lazy ass in gear.
It's been a long time and I'm sorry, but I'm fairly sure that no one has time to read these anymore and also with my comments being broken and me being too stupid to fix them, I'll never know. So, Swat is killing me as expected, but I am not alone in that. It's the end of week 3 and I'm so behind that I would like to cry. On top of that I have some emotional things to sort out. It seems you don't leave your problems behind by moving because you can never really separate yourself from yourself as stupid and obvious as that sounds. I don't know why I don't get the obvious. Forgive I'm human. Oh and I'm wrong. A lot.
I have some time for myself every now and then and I have a few things to think about. I just don't know how to go about them. I feel like I don't have time to think, but the time that I'm "not thinking" is eating my school work time away. What the hell am I talking about you ask. Well, if you don't know too bad, but if you have a clue, just drop me a note. I love you all. I really do.
Sometimes I wish I wasn't me. That or I want someone to make my decisions for me, except not my parents.
So I've been back to Swat for a week and I'm already behind :-( I have some reading to catch up on, but on the bright side, I have my room in order, pictures and all. It's not as large as the other Palmer rooms, but I like it because I'm near all my firneds, which is the important part. Also I got used to small spaces while in London and this one is bigger with higher ceilings. I spend most of my time in other rooms anyway. I don't like to be alone. I have plenty of space to store all my crap, and I got two closets although only one door that doesn't shut all the way. Blah for work. My American Politics class is boring and I fell asleep in it on the second day. Judson's sex class is cool, although there are some annoying people in it. dropped my International Politics seminar in favour for Theatre set design, which is with a really cool and nice set designer. It's a change of pace from reading and I get to kill trees with photocopies. Well, I have lots to report, but I love sleep to much to care. Sorry. I love my sleep.